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Named John Pham At De date of 1/1/93 Attends Bonny H.S currently UNattatchd Contakt Me awn Ino_U_Want_2addme@hotmail.com
Here are some poems i wrote recently , Check it out
What shuld i do,
im soo fucken lost,
i said i lyk you,
but is der a future for us?
you said that ur scared,
that i will be lyk dem guys,
who love den hate,
and be the reason u cry,
i wuld nevah try to hurt you,
nevah bring u pain,
i wuld alwais be der to support u,
instead of flushing ur dreams down the drain
but u gotta kno,
that theres a good chance it will not last,
it wuld end someday,
and will just be the "past",
i can assure you,
that it wuld not end in tears,
instead end with a new relationship,
which is a friend dat alwais be here.
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i fort i loved you,
i fort i cared,
but wen i look deep inside,
thers nothing der,
i alwais fort dat we culd be,
but ur heart is somewhere else,
that somewhere,
is not near me,
soo i got accept the fact,
that we will nevah be together,
and just go on as friends,
from nao and till forever
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im sorry for hurting you like this ,
and im sorry for all the lies,
i only tried to protect you,
but all it did was make you cry,
i know it makes no sense,
but in time u shall see,
that everything im doing,
is also killing me,
im sorry for being apart of your life
and im sorry for giving you the wrong impression,
all i did was bring you misery,
and bring your pain to an extension
now im telling you im leaving,
and you think im running away,
you should look at the big picture ,
because im saving u from pain.
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searching for u far and wide,
from coast to coast,
i cannot find,
that special person,
that special girl,
that special touch that made me fell,
cuz wen we touched,
my knees got weak,
it just culdnt manage,
to keep me on my feet,
even if,
it was onli a while,
it kept me happy,
it made me smile,
i didnt get to kno u,
i didnt get ur name,
cuz i was too nervous,
and i am to blame,
u left the room,
without me knowing,
since den i been searching ,
been searching for you, and to find is wat im hoping.
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posted by; _* missy` shawtee; enspyarh dreamt at Monday, May 01, 2006 on Permalink JENNY.Q IS A GHEYBO!!! enspyarh dreamt at Monday, May 01, 2006 on Permalink currently; msn hii gay john, enspyarh dreamt at Friday, April 28, 2006 on Friday, April 28, 2006 Permalink Sighs* iduno im sitting here and forts rush through my mind .. i duno . every once in awhile a salty liquid leaves my eyes and runs down my face.. i do not kno wat it is as iit has nevah occured to me before .. i duno wat im sad about .. i just dont kno ... and it hurts to think atm .. cuz i been thinking too much .. i try to rest my head but forts keeps coming back onto my mind .. iduno wat it is . it comes into my head and leaves it not leaving a trace. . soo im sad for a reason i do not kno .. all i kno is dat i felt abit better afta i had that little chat with *hur* *sighs* enspyarh dreamt at Thursday, April 27, 2006 on Thursday, April 27, 2006 Permalink One Night me and Hoa was very bawd it was lyk 1am soo we decided to write a poem together this is wat we came up with : since you've been away been missing you everyday, and ders one thing i gotta say, i love you soo much, i adore u lyk crazy, nevah fort i culd love, someone so special i'd do nething jst to get you .. stay here with me thats where we'll be it is our destiny .. i refuse to believe that ur gonee cos the love i recieved .. that couldnt have been wrong you showed me u loved me, you showed me u cared, den u just left me, left me to stare, stare as u were leaving, stare as u were walking into the sunset, i followed and i lost my way .. im so sorry babe.. but i guess im jst lost without u enspyarh dreamt at Tuesday, April 25, 2006 on Tuesday, April 25, 2006 Permalink THERES A SECRET MESSAGE SOMEWHERE ON THIS PAGE . FIND IT!! enspyarh dreamt at Tuesday, April 25, 2006 on Permalink
ermmz 2dae 2dae 2dae.. went to watch a movie, scary movie dat is.. i bet u thinking wat kind of guy blog abt their dae .. lmao a fuken GAY GUY hehe!! sheesh.. well thats all for nao Latahz enspyarh dreamt at Friday, April 21, 2006 on Friday, April 21, 2006 Permalink
Msn; No1 Status; Shuldnt be feeling this way afta wat we torkd abt Musik; So Far Away - Staind Easter Show well woke up and calld kerry to find out if his goin eastershow or not.. he said he will call lyndah to ask if she is going.. she said she wasnt goin soo we decided not go .. instead i just went to his bummd der until we got a call from lyndah saying she was going.. well we met up at cabra station, there was Jenny, Lynda,Lisa nd i forgot the other girls name .. hahahha well waited for the train and andrew.. the train arrived but andrew was nowhere to be seen we got onto the train and i said to kerry guess we gonna dog him AGAIN then suddenly out of nowhere der come andrew right behind us..yep got to eastershow and went on couple of rides.. it was fun .. sorta..havnt been on rides in awhile so yea.. newaes wen we were waiting in line i started recording lol lyndah was camera shy but jenny loved the camera ...u shuldve seen her posing for the camera .. she fort i was taking a picture but instead i was video recording hahaha wen u watch it it loooks soo fricken funnny xD yea den andrew kerry and me just followed the girls around bcuz they were lookin for showbags .. omg it was soo tiring walking in packed places.. well got the showbag and we were on our way home .. while waiting for the train i was torking lyk a dickhead (well just being me xD) . lolz .. jenny was nudging me then i nudged her back den she nudged me and i moved back and she ran into something lolz .. well dat was my day it was fun .. havnt been out lyk dat for awhile .. well hope the holidaes will hav more fun daes lyk dat xD Ohhh btw Jenny is a man.. she bashes ppl.. she frickn knee'd me hahaha enspyarh dreamt at Monday, April 17, 2006 on Monday, April 17, 2006 Permalink
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